Friday, August 20, 2010

Good-bye



Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that's the way I should go,
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I'd be able to say
I merely visit on the weekends
I lost my whole life and a dear friend

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint

Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way

I finally put it all together,
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine,
I had to say goodbye for the last time

I kept my whole life in suitcase,
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that's the way it should be,
You know I live my life like a gypsy

I've said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I've tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way


I'll always keep you inside, you healed my
Heart and my life... And you know I try.

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it's over I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it's over I don't want you to hurt
It's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my way
So, I'll be on my way
So, I'll be on my way

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Well, you know who this is for.

Clearly, I have a stalker. It is amusing to see how much my actions seem to attract such interest.

But if we want to talk about parenting skills, would fear ever ever keep me away from being with my kids? no. In fact, I'm facing fears and growing more and more each day for them. I would never leave them where I'm "too scared to go back" because that's pathetic. I could never imagine doing that

And you have a journal, I have kept a journal, pen to paper since I was 8. So who is copying whom now? I am amused greatly.

Oh, and fyi: Chias took off on who? Not me, no, he never took off on me, not once. Who did he take off on? That's right, your winner of a man, if that's even true. I call BS.

Alrighty. Because I know you will read this and respond, know that I am truly not interested in you. Ask your boyfriend how often I'd talked about getting colored contacts. I had no idea your eyes were green. I have always wanted blue eyes like my brother has, so I got blue contacts. When I wear them, my brother and I look undeniably like siblings.

Oh and the guy I like, he likes me the way I am. He likes my wild streak, he likes my style, loves that it changes from day to day to fit my mood. And just because we share similar interests, chicka, does not mean I'm out to be you. You are definately not who I ever want to be. EVER.

Oh and FYI: How do you explain your insider information? Considering, after all that you are not my friend on facebook, and I didn't put some information on here. Are you stalking me all out, or just when you can?

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

oh and fyi

Started a new blog because I do not want that ignorant bitch to know it. If you have my email and/or facebook, feel free to get the details from me :)

wow, you are pathetic

bitch, get over yourself. considering the fact that I haven't updated this since July 9th and had the design since June. You are lame. I have rotated between dark and red hair every single year since I was 16, every six months. Ask your boyfriend what color my hair was over christmas. Ask him what color it is now. I don't give a shit about you except the fact you stole Michias, you and him. PATHETIC

I forgot to mention earlier that I also have 3 other tattoos, working on my 6th and 7th designs. Am I really trying to emulate you? no.

Also, get this: Little Mermaid was my favorite movie when I was a kid, also: I should be afraid that you are stalking me, someone you claim has little influence on your life. How would you know that I referred to my hair as little mermaid red (which it was due to the strength and vibrancey of it) if you weren't stalking me?

The big difference between you and me? I am awesome and you are older and more pathetic. :) Cheers.


Forged in the fire lit long ago, stand next to me, you'll never stand alone. I'm last to leave, but the first to go, Lord, make me dead before you make me old.