drowning

I'm drowning in my mind
And all because I can't deny this
No matter how hard I try
I'm so helplessly hopelessly crazy about him

He won't say it
I can't speak it
All the words I wish to hear
Get lost in Translation

I'm drowning in my fears
All compounding so terrifying
This isn't what I expected
This is something else, something different
A whole new breed

He's got me all confused inside
He fills my every mood
He's got me all charmed and enchanted
I think I'm in love

I'm drowning from all the tears
That I refuse to cry
From the broken heart
I'm sure to get, if I don't get my way

I'm so torn up inside
I swore I'd never let my heart go again
But what a rogue, he's a master thief
He stole my heart with me distracted
Now it's gone, held captive in his hold

I'm drowning in my dreams
I am selfish I am greedy
I want it all, I want everything and more
It's not wrong, It's not right
But I knew that all along

And he's so real, he's so true
He's taken all I have and still comes back for more
How can I stop the fall
When he's clouding up all I see?
I am fine, I'm in love
And it's tearing me apart

I swear I won't let this go
This is thrilling, wonderfully insane
A roller coaster I won't get off
I hope I'm not alone
He stole my heart, he stole my heart
Now I can't bare to be apart

I'm drowning in my hope
I pray for my redemption
So much color, joy and splendor
I can't deny, it's so obvious to me
So head over heals, scream it from the rooftops

I'm drowning in my love for him
And he won't say it
I can't speak it
It's lost in translation
As I drown in my mind