Clean livin'

So for the past two days, I've been organizing and cleaning up a storm... I have gotten all the crayon off the walls and did all the laundry to be done in the house. My room is reorganized after the garage sale failure and it feels good to have everything perfect in my room. Today I'm focusing on the kitchen and reorganizing that and tomorrow I'll do the kids room. It feels really good to have done what I've done so far and right now, although I'm in some pain because of my fucked up shoulder (still have to say thanks to my ex for that one), I still feel accomplished. I moved heavy furniture around and all that... :)

I also decided that screw my ex. I'm staying until the end of August because I don't have enough time to organize everything I need to get done within a month and a half, not if I intend on enjoying Captain's visit... it's just too much. And I know that my ex won't be happy with that, but oh, well. I need the time and since it's just even more money to try to travel to Manitoba and from Manitoba to Ottawa, it doesn't make sense. That and my mother is going to help pay for Chias's vet bills because my ex has decided that he doesn't want (or maybe he really can't) to keep Chias, I have to have his shit together a month before we go. Which means, I need at least July to organize his as well as the paperwork. Then August I will focus on getting rid of furntiture and shipping stuff down to my mother's.

It seems that things are coming together, slowly, maybe, but I'm doing everything I can as well as focusing on my kids... It's too hard to give them the time they deserve if I'm trying so hard to get things wrapped up before August, besides I really don't want to go to manitoba. I really don't like it there... And, let's be honest, my ex knows that he and I, him more so than I, are not popular in that town, so why the hell would I want to go there. Anyways, I'm going to get other stuff done. Coffee is brewing and the smell is divine. My shoulder and neck hurt alot and maybe a combination of coffee and advil will help that ease up.

Oh, yes, and Kelso is coming over on Saturday to have a TrueBlood Marathon with me and that will be fun because I have wanted some company for a while and definately need it. :)